hari ni ikot modul 6, kredit hour 8 jam pun da rase cam lunyai...mcmne lah nnt modul 7 yg 10 jam tu...adeh...
ya Allah...berikanlah hambamu ini kekuatan dan ketabahan dlm menjalani kehidupan ini dalam mencari jalan yang kau redhai, insya-Allah...

hmm..hari ni rase malu dgn diri sendiri sbb sedar sumting..ko ni pandai sgt cakap la makcik..
masalahnye ialah bile kite pandai cakap je lebih kan..
hei sis!! no prob..just live up to your preaches la pe susah..
banyak lah dy punye x susah..kan ke with great power comes grrat resposibilities??
usaha penambah baikkan diri tidak sepatutnya berlaku sekejap shj..istiqamah my dear...
though perfection is impossible, aiming towards it makes you improve even if only by a little bit

tersedar

semalam one of my tutees said:

sorry sgt weyh, selalu susahkan ko.. selalu mcm ni..dtg niat koba2 nak study, tapi bile datang, tengok je muke ko..automatic terus rase nak borak je keje.

ahahahahahaha...very funny...seyesly?? muke ak ni ade aura yg mengatakan..jom la borak dgn ak ke??
friendly sgt ke muke ak ni?? ahahahahahaha... lawak overdose of funnyness lah
 then dy teruskan lagi ayatnye:

agaknye ko baik sgt kot sampai ak x tkot nk main2. kalau org lain da lame da kene marah..

 ahahahahahaha..again with the stupid comments...salahla..kalu ak marah pun dari dulu mmg xde org yg sdar..kalau ak ngamuk je korang perasan kan..kalau ak hentak2 baling benda je baru korg taw yg ak tgh bengang kan? but nevermind..all that happened throughout my life has tought me..chill!! jgn cepat gelabah, melatah... xde benefit pun cpt marah2 ni... sendiri penat tantrum, org lain tetap x faham pun ape yg sbnrnye berlaku kan?

but thinking back.. woah!! bnyk tu ak borak dgn tutee ak tu smlm... mcm2 topic ade..then seing how that person tgh cube mengubati hati duka lara, it got me thinking..

eh? ak dulu pon camni ke time keciwa?? hmm.. xkot..time ak lgi teruk dulu.. around 2 years ago lah..always spacing out..melayang je..time bwat kerja, dlm kelas..melayang je...taw2 dah sampai dkt ntah mane2..taw2 dah agree nak ikot member g pantai sane sini..bkn nak berenang pon..saje nk dpt angin pantai..weired right?

then yg baru2 cmne pulak? weired...not a scratch...x terguris pn..just akwardness..oh!! lots of akwardness..ahahahaha..tp xde scratches and burns..tenang je...pasrah kot? or mmg btol dah fobia??
tu ringan sgt mulut tu kate da fobia dgn relationship kan..tu yg sampai jd lengai tu..

enough of the mushy emo stuff..hmm hopefully hjg tahun ade something to celebrate about...lame dah rumah kitorag tu x meriah...hihihihihihi..waiting for something exciting to occur..tp xnk jinx kan bnda tu by telling everyone about..if it does pan out right, i will be typing to you guys pretty soon..oooo..x sabarnye.... :D


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