i feel alone
no one understands me, not even myself

i feel sad
no metter how much i cry, the sadness still remains
n thers no one to console me

i feel hurt
no one is to blame but myself for that

i feel sick
no medicine can cure me n i have lost the will to get better

i feel scared
no one can protect me from whai i fear

i feel pain
no one can relieve me from it

y must it disturb me
y must it follow me
y must it hurt me
y me?

its haunting me
its making me dpressed
its making me lonely
its hurting me
its taking over me

i know what it is
i know what it wants
it wants me
i know
im fighting
but i cant fight 4eva

thats y im writing now
while im still sane
so that at least
some time
somewhere
in the near or far future
someone will know
that i once lived as myself

wish me well...

lets play in the rain 2gether someday..
it will b fun!
im sure of it.. :)

its complicated, life's like that

korg suka hujan x?
ak suke...dr dulu teringin nk pegang payung then diri dlm hujan...
suke rasa titik2 hujan yg jatuh ke bumi...bau hujan yg baru turun bile kene pd rumput dn tnh..1 perasaan yg unik...
dah lame x bwat, blek kelantan nnt nk bwat skali..
kt bp x ble nk bwat..mmpus kene leter dgn mak..

hahahahahahahaha..
knp ak suka nk bwat mcm tu?
sbb lps hujan mungkin ada pelangi...
pelangi kn lawa...mcm2 kale ade...
pd ak, hjn tu menenamgkan dn pelangi itu mmbwa kebahagiaan
btol...x caye try la...

kehidupan ni pun mcm tu jugak...ble mangalami kesusahan, kte xkn nmpk hikmah yg ade disebalaiknya..
mcm hjn..kn mmbasahi bumi dn bg tumbuhan hidup
ble berlalunya hujan, kita dihadiahkn dgn pelangi ats kesabarn kite menunggu hjn berhenti..keindahan yg mmbawa senyuman pd muka knk2 dn sesape yg melihatnya.

pelangi ni mcm cinta (pd pndpt sy la)
bwk kebahagiaan, senyuman, bwat kita rase semua penderitaan kita b4 this berbaloi..
tp sebenarnya, spt pelangi, cinta x mmpu untk ak miliki
ak boleh tngkap gmbr pelangi, lukiskn keindahan pelangi, even ceritakan pd org lain keindahannye, tp ak sendiri x dpt nk memilikinya betol?

hahaha....
buku ak yg ke-4 tamat hari ini..
pd bulan ke-4 sjk ia bermula, x smpt smpai 4 bln pown, tp dh msk bln yg ke-4 la..
hahahaha...

esk ak mula buku baru...mula dgn perjalanan balik ke kelantan...jam 8 mlm...