HAppY 2010.... may this year be batter than b4...
Thursday, December 31, 2009
PILIHAN KOD PROGRAM PENGAJIAN IPTA
Pilihan 1: EM00 DOKTOR PERUBATAN UiTM
Pilihan 2: MF00 FARMASI (KEPUJIAN) UM
Pilihan 3: ED00 PEMBEDAHAN PERGIGIAN UiTM
Pilihan 4: KF00 FARMASI UKM
Pilihan 5: MS09 SAINS (STATISTIK) UM
Pilihan 6: KS09 SAINS (STATISTIK) UKM
Pilihan 7: EF00 FARMASI UiTM
Pilihan 8: BK01 SARJANA MUDA KEJURUTERAAN AWAM DENGAN KEPUJIAN UTHM
gile kentang pilihan ak.......
budget terer
course sume nk yg power2
but still 2 all y fwenz...
doakan ak x kene lelong eh..
Pilihan 1: EM00 DOKTOR PERUBATAN UiTM
Pilihan 2: MF00 FARMASI (KEPUJIAN) UM
Pilihan 3: ED00 PEMBEDAHAN PERGIGIAN UiTM
Pilihan 4: KF00 FARMASI UKM
Pilihan 5: MS09 SAINS (STATISTIK) UM
Pilihan 6: KS09 SAINS (STATISTIK) UKM
Pilihan 7: EF00 FARMASI UiTM
Pilihan 8: BK01 SARJANA MUDA KEJURUTERAAN AWAM DENGAN KEPUJIAN UTHM
gile kentang pilihan ak.......
budget terer
course sume nk yg power2
but still 2 all y fwenz...
doakan ak x kene lelong eh..
upgrade pepatah lama
org dulu2 kate.....
org memberi kita merasa
org berbudi kita berbahasa
bila org berahsia kita merana
huhuhuhuuuhu ;p
life's like that lorh....
org memberi kita merasa
org berbudi kita berbahasa
bila org berahsia kita merana
huhuhuhuuuhu ;p
life's like that lorh....
Thursday, December 17, 2009
merawat hati yg duka lara 2
STEP 2:
orang kate.... jagn bawat kat org pe yg kita xnak org laen bwat kat kite
so maybe d hurt i'm feling right now sbb pe yg ak bawat kat sorg insan ni suatu mase dulu (form2 n 3)
if satu hari awk jumpe blog saye ni la kan & i hope u do....
di sini saya ingin memohon menyusun sepulah jari memohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki
saya tahu saya banyak bwat awk rase brslh walaupn sy tau some of d keslhn dtg dr sy.....
sume kesakitan, keperitan n kesedihan yg disebabkan oleh sy, sy harap awk ble maafkan
thnx coz still contct ngan sy
sstgh org maybe xkn slesa cntct nagn org yg hancorkan hati dia
thnx alot 4 being a grate guy
sy ni memang trok kan orgnya?
sorie 4 everything...
tulus ikhlas dari hati...
orang kate.... jagn bawat kat org pe yg kita xnak org laen bwat kat kite
so maybe d hurt i'm feling right now sbb pe yg ak bawat kat sorg insan ni suatu mase dulu (form2 n 3)
if satu hari awk jumpe blog saye ni la kan & i hope u do....
di sini saya ingin memohon menyusun sepulah jari memohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki
saya tahu saya banyak bwat awk rase brslh walaupn sy tau some of d keslhn dtg dr sy.....
sume kesakitan, keperitan n kesedihan yg disebabkan oleh sy, sy harap awk ble maafkan
thnx coz still contct ngan sy
sstgh org maybe xkn slesa cntct nagn org yg hancorkan hati dia
thnx alot 4 being a grate guy
sy ni memang trok kan orgnya?
sorie 4 everything...
tulus ikhlas dari hati...
merawat hati yg duka lara
STEP 1:
kini ak sedar yang ak perlu redha dgn stiap yg berlaku coz Allah kate stiap yg berlaku i2 ada hikmahnye
so maybe just ak jek kot yg x nmpak ag hikmahnye ape...
redha x bermakna perit di hati dah kurang or sedih dah surut
cume bleh kawal supaya org skeliling x risau....
ak sedar siapa diriku ini insan lemah yg tidak smpurna n serba kekurangan
ak doakan dia bahagia dgn keputusannya
honstly, if inilah yg dia rase d best 4 him, then lat it be la......
act, ak doakn dia bahagia no matter what happens...
nak x nak he is d guy that i gave my haert to kann.....
and furthermore....
regarding his advice.. btol jugak
maybe kalau ak focus really hard i can succeed more in my studies
Insya-Allah
kini ak sedar yang ak perlu redha dgn stiap yg berlaku coz Allah kate stiap yg berlaku i2 ada hikmahnye
so maybe just ak jek kot yg x nmpak ag hikmahnye ape...
redha x bermakna perit di hati dah kurang or sedih dah surut
cume bleh kawal supaya org skeliling x risau....
ak sedar siapa diriku ini insan lemah yg tidak smpurna n serba kekurangan
ak doakan dia bahagia dgn keputusannya
honstly, if inilah yg dia rase d best 4 him, then lat it be la......
act, ak doakn dia bahagia no matter what happens...
nak x nak he is d guy that i gave my haert to kann.....
and furthermore....
regarding his advice.. btol jugak
maybe kalau ak focus really hard i can succeed more in my studies
Insya-Allah
Thursday, December 10, 2009
pohon maaf
walaupun ak tau 2 @3 kerat jek yg bace... (wan, ekin, nad...) tapi nak mintk maaf sbb post ak yg sblm ni in English... biaselah prg tgh EMO.....
NEVER AGAIN
i used to think that when they said that first love never have a happy ending that it was all just a load of crap. i was always so proud of my relationship with THAT GUY.... how we were really good friends aside from being a couple, how our relationship developed from being the best of friends to well, as i'm sure you already figured out by ow, more than friends......how we both know each other inside and out and what was i was most proud was our long 5 year acquaintance.......
And *GASP!!* as cliche' as it sounds what those people said was actually true...... i guessed i could say that i saw it coming. there are all those signs popping out giving me a heads up and of course like any sad love story, i ignored all of them. the wired questions on how we were, the "i'm buzy" and "let me get back to you l8tr" and the constantly agonizingly not picking up the phone for 3 whole weeks!
yup! i saw it coming alright, but that doesn't mean that it hurt less. it was so eazy for him to end our relationship saying that he was not ready for that kind of relationship*WTF!* we've been officially 2gether for more than a year & he says that to me now? yeah, that makes perfect sense alright.
the thing that hurt the most is that he said that, i quote,"boleh x kalo kita just brkwn rapat & bkn 'brkapel' wlaupn kita bkn mcm kaple laen"notice the highlighted text? to me him saying that means that he is not just ending the relationship, its denying me any right to claim that we ever had a 'relationship'. saying that even though we did became a couple it never felt like it. WOW! that's going to scar 4 a long time, eternity noe that i think about it...... even if he did say that he still wanted to be good friends. yeah! like i'll ever walk down THAT road again.
but i do have to thank him i guess for doing this to me in the midst of the hactic study schedule with what the classes and tutorials and quizzes isntead of doing it to me when i'm at the comfort of my home. i swear to god i don't want my family to see what state i'm in right now. they already have their own fair share in their plates & seeing me like this i'm sure brings no good at all!!!! i do not wish to add to their already mountain high problems..... i'm sure i'll be able to get back up again... ONE DAY! maybe not so short in d future.......
but i do wished he called, not bcoz i want 2 beg, i've alraedy lost 1/2 my dignity when he dumped me, i won't be loosing the other 1/2 begging him to stay by me nor is it bcoz i want any reason bcoz no reason would be good enough to justfy it. i just wished that i could hear his voice for the last time coz i'll sure as hell won't be contacting him for at least a year, I THINK.... and it always seemed that he would call if he were to end the relationship, a more gentle way, more subtle, more how i wished he did it..... not through a simple text message.
to all my mistakes, misteps, miscalculation, my good side, my bad side, my appeal, what appeals to me, my shortcoming, to all that has brought me this aching inside taht cannot be imagined the degree of hurt & how i wish it would hurt like when my bones broke or that i could bleed it out and get it over with in a short period of time. to all of that and many more, i say, NEVER AGAIN WILL MY HEART HURT LIKE THIS.
And *GASP!!* as cliche' as it sounds what those people said was actually true...... i guessed i could say that i saw it coming. there are all those signs popping out giving me a heads up and of course like any sad love story, i ignored all of them. the wired questions on how we were, the "i'm buzy" and "let me get back to you l8tr" and the constantly agonizingly not picking up the phone for 3 whole weeks!
yup! i saw it coming alright, but that doesn't mean that it hurt less. it was so eazy for him to end our relationship saying that he was not ready for that kind of relationship*WTF!* we've been officially 2gether for more than a year & he says that to me now? yeah, that makes perfect sense alright.
the thing that hurt the most is that he said that, i quote,"boleh x kalo kita just brkwn rapat & bkn 'brkapel' wlaupn kita bkn mcm kaple laen"notice the highlighted text? to me him saying that means that he is not just ending the relationship, its denying me any right to claim that we ever had a 'relationship'. saying that even though we did became a couple it never felt like it. WOW! that's going to scar 4 a long time, eternity noe that i think about it...... even if he did say that he still wanted to be good friends. yeah! like i'll ever walk down THAT road again.
but i do have to thank him i guess for doing this to me in the midst of the hactic study schedule with what the classes and tutorials and quizzes isntead of doing it to me when i'm at the comfort of my home. i swear to god i don't want my family to see what state i'm in right now. they already have their own fair share in their plates & seeing me like this i'm sure brings no good at all!!!! i do not wish to add to their already mountain high problems..... i'm sure i'll be able to get back up again... ONE DAY! maybe not so short in d future.......
but i do wished he called, not bcoz i want 2 beg, i've alraedy lost 1/2 my dignity when he dumped me, i won't be loosing the other 1/2 begging him to stay by me nor is it bcoz i want any reason bcoz no reason would be good enough to justfy it. i just wished that i could hear his voice for the last time coz i'll sure as hell won't be contacting him for at least a year, I THINK.... and it always seemed that he would call if he were to end the relationship, a more gentle way, more subtle, more how i wished he did it..... not through a simple text message.
to all my mistakes, misteps, miscalculation, my good side, my bad side, my appeal, what appeals to me, my shortcoming, to all that has brought me this aching inside taht cannot be imagined the degree of hurt & how i wish it would hurt like when my bones broke or that i could bleed it out and get it over with in a short period of time. to all of that and many more, i say, NEVER AGAIN WILL MY HEART HURT LIKE THIS.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
hari keramat
pejam celik, pejam celik.... dah ahad.........
berat kaki ini ini dirasakan melangkah apabila teringatkan sudah tiba masanya untuk ak pulang kepangkuan KMJ...hahahahahhahaha
malasnya terasa amat sangat bila memikirkan kesibukan yang bakal ak harungi esok......
lab lah, kuliah lah, tutor lah.....
lagi la bila ak teringat yg minggu depan ak banyak bnda yg perlu di settlekan.
TETAPI kerana semua benda itulah jua ak kene balik hari ini!!!!!!!!!!
berat kaki ini ini dirasakan melangkah apabila teringatkan sudah tiba masanya untuk ak pulang kepangkuan KMJ...hahahahahhahaha
malasnya terasa amat sangat bila memikirkan kesibukan yang bakal ak harungi esok......
lab lah, kuliah lah, tutor lah.....
lagi la bila ak teringat yg minggu depan ak banyak bnda yg perlu di settlekan.
TETAPI kerana semua benda itulah jua ak kene balik hari ini!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 27, 2009
a bad way to start the holiday (cont.)
sampai mane td?
right, smpai nangka jatuh kan?
so, dgn muka budget beraninya akupn menolak pertolongan rakan2 di sekelilingku dan dengan payahnya menyusun langkah ku ke wakaf yang berdekatan.....
dalam 15 minit, akan ada kuliah, mampukah ku menghadirinya? atau perlukah ak tunggu sehingga denyutan di kaki ku ini surut?
dan persoalan paling keramat telah mnyelinap masuk ke dalam benak akalku, sebenarnya....
MAHUKAH AKU PERGI KE KULIAH TERSEBUT SEDANGKAN AK SUDAH MEMPUNYAI ALASAN YANG CUKUP MUNASABAH UNTUH TIDAK PERGI? hehehehehe.
itulah persoalan yang sebenar......
dalm diriku bergelora menimbang tara keputusan yang bakal dibuat.
tanpa disedari walaupun diriku sendiri, kaki yang berdenyut tiu sudah bertambah bengkak, ak hanya menyedari keadaan ku apabila ku cuba untk bangun dan berdiri tapi kembali rebah di atas tangga tersebut.
aku mengaku kalah kepada fitrah dan duduk semula. kerisauan mula menyelubungi fikiran...
adakah ak tersalah menilai tahap kecederaanku? adakah kakiku yang baru sahaja pulih ini telah patah sekali lagi?
ak tidak sanggup mengingati saat pahit ketika nikmat kakiku ditarik sementara oleh yang maha Esa dan ak terpaksa berwheelchair ke sana dan ke mari...
tak sanggup mengingati kesukaran walaupun untuk ke tandas mahupun ke dapur..
saat pedih ketika ak terpaksa bergantung kepada ihsan orang lain walaupun ketika ingin ke kelas..
ku akui ak tidak suka berkeaadan tidak upaya...
'H' hanya mampu menenangkan ku ketika ak menerangkan keadaanku ya ketika itu sudah sedu sedan.
tiba2 teringat pula janjiku pada 'Z' untuk makan tengah hari bertiga lalu ku minta 'H' menghubungi 'Z' untuk membatalkan pertemuan dan sekaligus menerangkan keadaanku.
sejurus perbualan itu selesai ku sedari kesilapanku dgn memberitahu 'Z' keadaanku.
komfirm dia dtg cni...... dia takkn melepaskn peluang menjadi superhero punyalah, its a good thing atpi mane nak letak muka ni.... ak cukup malu bila orang melihatku dalam keadaan yang lemah lagi2 tgh nangis. rase tak matang...
dan tak sampai 10 minit selaps itu nmpklah kelibat dia...
dah kate dah....
siap lari tu...
nasib baek dah ada pekwe kalau x mesti cair tengok night in shining armor tu dtg kat ak. heehehehehe, tuan punya badan tau ak gurau je kan....
so dialah yg tlg usahakan ak ke hospital dgn kadar segera...
memandngkan si 'Z' ni orang yang berpengaruh, memang lancarlah prosedur ak ke hospita itu, xsampai 1/2 jam ak sudahpn selamat sampai ke hospital......
yang kelakarnya... mase nak bawa ak dari wakaf ke knderaan yg akn bawaku ke hospital.
kate mkcik kerani... td kate boleh jalan...
'hai makcik! td x bengkak, skrng da mcm kaki gajah...' gerutu ku dalam hati.
ada plak yg bagi idea bernas kate nak guna strecher, banyakla nak angkat ak yg lbh kurang 1 tan ni ngan strctcher? dah la ak gayat....
penyelesaian diorang paling power ak pernah dengar..
diorg suruh ak duduk atas kerusi and 3 @ 4, ak pn x sure brape sebenarnya angkat kerusi brseta dgn ak2 skali... malu gile, tapi rase sakit lebih mengusai... kedengaran suara ustazah dari belakang yg membnarkan ak pegang bahu mereka kalau rase nak jatuh... terus ak grip baju diorng, dasr gayat tol la ak ni...
di sebabkan ak berlengah pd awal kejadian ini, ak smpai kat hospital tepat2 time org g lunch... kenela tunggu sampai kol 2 baru ble xray...
sdangkan kaki ak ni dr tadi sakit bukan kepalang...
beberapa kali ak meminta izin drpd rakan2 yang menemaniku untuk mencarut tapi x diturutkan sebaliknya ku cuba ingatkan Tuhan dan cuba sedaya upaya mengfokuskan diri terhadap apa yang 'Z' dan 'H' sedang perbualkan... payah tu... sebab sakitnye kakiku waktu itu memang out of this world...
tepat jam 2.30 ptg ak sudah siap di diagnose dan legalah ak bahawa kakiku dalam keadaan baik cuma mungkin ligmen shj yg koyak.
SHJ? ble palk ckp shj.... padahal da kira teruk la 2... biase atlete jek yg boleh mengalami kecederaan jenis ni... ak atlete ape? kalau ada marathon bercakap boleh la agaknya ak masuk smpai tahap olimpik.. hehehehe
jam 3.30 ak pn smpai ke perkarangan. x lame lepas 2 mak ak pn smpai....
ALAMAK..... x bwk tongkat la plak....
so bertateh la plak ak ke kereta...
and for the 1st time ak blek x bwk bj kotor, bwk laptop n hmework jek.. rase cm plajae cnth la plak jap.... hehehehe, poyonye!!!
yang bestnye... mase mak ak smpai... si 'Z' still ade dgan ak bersama si 'H'
so bila tinggal ak dgn mak ak jek mak ak pn bertanya pasal si 'Z' kot2 ble dijadikan calon menantu... ADUHAI IBUNDA YG TERCINTA...... minta maafla... hatiku pd yg nun jauh tgh bwat persediaan kakak die nak kawin kot....
lagipun... i know 4 a fact that si 'Z' ni syok kat tuuuuuuuuutttttttt........ xde cn la..... sapelah ak dimatanya.. ewah touching seh ayat ak padehal xde pape pun...
begitulah kisahnya on how bad i started this holiday....... bertongkat.... sekali lagi....... dan x dpt tgk new moon......
right, smpai nangka jatuh kan?
so, dgn muka budget beraninya akupn menolak pertolongan rakan2 di sekelilingku dan dengan payahnya menyusun langkah ku ke wakaf yang berdekatan.....
dalam 15 minit, akan ada kuliah, mampukah ku menghadirinya? atau perlukah ak tunggu sehingga denyutan di kaki ku ini surut?
dan persoalan paling keramat telah mnyelinap masuk ke dalam benak akalku, sebenarnya....
MAHUKAH AKU PERGI KE KULIAH TERSEBUT SEDANGKAN AK SUDAH MEMPUNYAI ALASAN YANG CUKUP MUNASABAH UNTUH TIDAK PERGI? hehehehehe.
itulah persoalan yang sebenar......
dalm diriku bergelora menimbang tara keputusan yang bakal dibuat.
tanpa disedari walaupun diriku sendiri, kaki yang berdenyut tiu sudah bertambah bengkak, ak hanya menyedari keadaan ku apabila ku cuba untk bangun dan berdiri tapi kembali rebah di atas tangga tersebut.
aku mengaku kalah kepada fitrah dan duduk semula. kerisauan mula menyelubungi fikiran...
adakah ak tersalah menilai tahap kecederaanku? adakah kakiku yang baru sahaja pulih ini telah patah sekali lagi?
ak tidak sanggup mengingati saat pahit ketika nikmat kakiku ditarik sementara oleh yang maha Esa dan ak terpaksa berwheelchair ke sana dan ke mari...
tak sanggup mengingati kesukaran walaupun untuk ke tandas mahupun ke dapur..
saat pedih ketika ak terpaksa bergantung kepada ihsan orang lain walaupun ketika ingin ke kelas..
ku akui ak tidak suka berkeaadan tidak upaya...
'H' hanya mampu menenangkan ku ketika ak menerangkan keadaanku ya ketika itu sudah sedu sedan.
tiba2 teringat pula janjiku pada 'Z' untuk makan tengah hari bertiga lalu ku minta 'H' menghubungi 'Z' untuk membatalkan pertemuan dan sekaligus menerangkan keadaanku.
sejurus perbualan itu selesai ku sedari kesilapanku dgn memberitahu 'Z' keadaanku.
komfirm dia dtg cni...... dia takkn melepaskn peluang menjadi superhero punyalah, its a good thing atpi mane nak letak muka ni.... ak cukup malu bila orang melihatku dalam keadaan yang lemah lagi2 tgh nangis. rase tak matang...
dan tak sampai 10 minit selaps itu nmpklah kelibat dia...
dah kate dah....
siap lari tu...
nasib baek dah ada pekwe kalau x mesti cair tengok night in shining armor tu dtg kat ak. heehehehehe, tuan punya badan tau ak gurau je kan....
so dialah yg tlg usahakan ak ke hospital dgn kadar segera...
memandngkan si 'Z' ni orang yang berpengaruh, memang lancarlah prosedur ak ke hospita itu, xsampai 1/2 jam ak sudahpn selamat sampai ke hospital......
yang kelakarnya... mase nak bawa ak dari wakaf ke knderaan yg akn bawaku ke hospital.
kate mkcik kerani... td kate boleh jalan...
'hai makcik! td x bengkak, skrng da mcm kaki gajah...' gerutu ku dalam hati.
ada plak yg bagi idea bernas kate nak guna strecher, banyakla nak angkat ak yg lbh kurang 1 tan ni ngan strctcher? dah la ak gayat....
penyelesaian diorang paling power ak pernah dengar..
diorg suruh ak duduk atas kerusi and 3 @ 4, ak pn x sure brape sebenarnya angkat kerusi brseta dgn ak2 skali... malu gile, tapi rase sakit lebih mengusai... kedengaran suara ustazah dari belakang yg membnarkan ak pegang bahu mereka kalau rase nak jatuh... terus ak grip baju diorng, dasr gayat tol la ak ni...
di sebabkan ak berlengah pd awal kejadian ini, ak smpai kat hospital tepat2 time org g lunch... kenela tunggu sampai kol 2 baru ble xray...
sdangkan kaki ak ni dr tadi sakit bukan kepalang...
beberapa kali ak meminta izin drpd rakan2 yang menemaniku untuk mencarut tapi x diturutkan sebaliknya ku cuba ingatkan Tuhan dan cuba sedaya upaya mengfokuskan diri terhadap apa yang 'Z' dan 'H' sedang perbualkan... payah tu... sebab sakitnye kakiku waktu itu memang out of this world...
tepat jam 2.30 ptg ak sudah siap di diagnose dan legalah ak bahawa kakiku dalam keadaan baik cuma mungkin ligmen shj yg koyak.
SHJ? ble palk ckp shj.... padahal da kira teruk la 2... biase atlete jek yg boleh mengalami kecederaan jenis ni... ak atlete ape? kalau ada marathon bercakap boleh la agaknya ak masuk smpai tahap olimpik.. hehehehe
jam 3.30 ak pn smpai ke perkarangan. x lame lepas 2 mak ak pn smpai....
ALAMAK..... x bwk tongkat la plak....
so bertateh la plak ak ke kereta...
and for the 1st time ak blek x bwk bj kotor, bwk laptop n hmework jek.. rase cm plajae cnth la plak jap.... hehehehe, poyonye!!!
yang bestnye... mase mak ak smpai... si 'Z' still ade dgan ak bersama si 'H'
so bila tinggal ak dgn mak ak jek mak ak pn bertanya pasal si 'Z' kot2 ble dijadikan calon menantu... ADUHAI IBUNDA YG TERCINTA...... minta maafla... hatiku pd yg nun jauh tgh bwat persediaan kakak die nak kawin kot....
lagipun... i know 4 a fact that si 'Z' ni syok kat tuuuuuuuuutttttttt........ xde cn la..... sapelah ak dimatanya.. ewah touching seh ayat ak padehal xde pape pun...
begitulah kisahnya on how bad i started this holiday....... bertongkat.... sekali lagi....... dan x dpt tgk new moon......
Thursday, November 26, 2009
a bad way to start the holiday....
I WANT TO WATCH THE NEW MOON!!!!! in some beliefes, maybe i have walked under a ladder @ maybe a cat crossed my path, @ i broke some mirror without intention... whatever......
bila nak raya jek kaki ak bwat hal..... yg tensionnye kali ni ak siap dah beli tiket nak tgk citer 2.... 1 week of preperation gone down d drain bcoz my leg's acting up again....hua!!!!!!!
yes, that's right, ak JATUH LAGI.
mase tu... ak on d way nak g tgk result PSPM... dari kejauhan ku lihat pelbagai ekspressi terpancar di wajah rakan-rakan seperjuanganku setelah melihat board keramat yang terletak di hadapan pejabat HEP. Di sebelah kananku, dapat ku rasakan debaran yang turt meluap-luap dalam diri ana. yang memperolehi result yang cemerlang bersinar-sinar cahaya kegembiraan, yang kurang memuaskan pn bersinar juga tapi sbb pmbiasan cahaya matahari pd air mata mereka. hehhehe. bkn niatku mempersendakan anda semua kerna ku lbh lyk dipersendakan. ini hanya sekadar pemerhatianku dr kaca mataku pd mase itu.
so, mase ak dok telek muka seko2, yg gelak lain, yg nangis lain, yg toye lain, yg tgh ckp kt fon laen, tiba2......
gedebuk sebiji nangka gedabak jatuh ke lantai....
sape lagi...
ak la... heheheheh.
dan maka seraya alam di sekelilingku mnjadi huru-hara dn dtgla makhluk2 yg perihatin dtg menghampiriku dgn niat tulus ikhlas untuk membantuku.....
mase tu, WOW! sakitnye bukan kepalang...
tapi melalui pengalaman dapat ku kesan yang kali ini tiada tulang yg teranaya dek stunt ak tu...
so dgn muka buget berani ak menghalang dr sesape membantuku dan mengatakan yang ak ok...
sorry nak solat jap..
sat lagi ak smbg...
Monday, October 19, 2009
dah habis xam!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! akhirnya final dah habis.
right now tgh enjoy....
akhirnya dapt online.....
sambil online, sambil mkn tomyam ngan hana
n........layan wan yg everlasting mengarut 2......
hehe
wan if u readd this one day, jgn mare...
ngarut pun ak suka lyn gakk.....
bak kate mak cik kafe
slamat berhoneymoon....
tapi ak bkn tiang kafe!!!!!! ^-^
right now tgh enjoy....
akhirnya dapt online.....
sambil online, sambil mkn tomyam ngan hana
n........layan wan yg everlasting mengarut 2......
hehe
wan if u readd this one day, jgn mare...
ngarut pun ak suka lyn gakk.....
bak kate mak cik kafe
slamat berhoneymoon....
tapi ak bkn tiang kafe!!!!!! ^-^
Saturday, September 12, 2009
life iz really hard on me
bace blog all my friends i feel sad
i feel lonely, rase cam ditinggalkan
memangla, korung nak fly
u guys are all sooooo great,
mmmmmm.......
wish it was the ol' days
rindu kat nonet..
windu kat zek.. even though ari 2 b4 puase baru jumpe....
kat clazmate.
pqa on...
everyone la....
my life really sucks right now,
da la kaki patah,,
god yes, ak pth kaki!!!!!
sbb jth kat sidelines je palk 2..
how pethetic is that :{
final xams r coming
n guess wat???
as always im not prepared...
da la mis kuliah 2 weeks meh
tongang tebalik ak nak catchup
all bcoz of my stupid foot
i hope at least by dat time da ble jaln normally
i'll be darned kalo kene g dwn xam pakai weelchair
my sis & mom said:
" dugaan ni,
sabar je...
ada hikmahnye"
i iknow life wont always be great
but at times like this i keep thinking
when was my life ever great?
huhuhuhu....
someone pleaze console me.....
harap nugget
smpai strawberry berbuah kat jasin pn blom tntu dat
die gelakkan ada la
+ i know dia bz ngan test
xnak la jd burden
right?
i feel lonely, rase cam ditinggalkan
memangla, korung nak fly
u guys are all sooooo great,
mmmmmm.......
wish it was the ol' days
rindu kat nonet..
windu kat zek.. even though ari 2 b4 puase baru jumpe....
kat clazmate.
pqa on...
everyone la....
my life really sucks right now,
da la kaki patah,,
god yes, ak pth kaki!!!!!
sbb jth kat sidelines je palk 2..
how pethetic is that :{
final xams r coming
n guess wat???
as always im not prepared...
da la mis kuliah 2 weeks meh
tongang tebalik ak nak catchup
all bcoz of my stupid foot
i hope at least by dat time da ble jaln normally
i'll be darned kalo kene g dwn xam pakai weelchair
my sis & mom said:
" dugaan ni,
sabar je...
ada hikmahnye"
i iknow life wont always be great
but at times like this i keep thinking
when was my life ever great?
huhuhuhu....
someone pleaze console me.....
harap nugget
smpai strawberry berbuah kat jasin pn blom tntu dat
die gelakkan ada la
+ i know dia bz ngan test
xnak la jd burden
right?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Kuiz informatics
huahuuahuahuahua!!!!!!
ada test informatics!!!! ak x tau papae pun??? ni yang nak taram ni.
ada test informatics!!!! ak x tau papae pun??? ni yang nak taram ni.
Friday, June 12, 2009
to all yg kenal ak....
hahahhahahaha, kalau da gila pangkat gila pangkat lah jua.....
ak jadi ketua blok lg!!!!!!
tetiba ada kebranian g calonkan diri jd ketua blok, x sangka menang.
hahahahah!
the worst part is the only thing yg menghalang ak amek jpp ialah ak malas nak g kem kepimpinan!
ni yg buat ak teringat kat lagu pink nyanyi, tajuk dia don't let me get me.
hahahhahahaha, kalau da gila pangkat gila pangkat lah jua.....
ak jadi ketua blok lg!!!!!!
tetiba ada kebranian g calonkan diri jd ketua blok, x sangka menang.
hahahahah!
the worst part is the only thing yg menghalang ak amek jpp ialah ak malas nak g kem kepimpinan!
ni yg buat ak teringat kat lagu pink nyanyi, tajuk dia don't let me get me.
Friday, May 22, 2009
GUA MUSANG: Gara-gara dilihat bercumbuan dan melagakan pipi bersama pasangannya di tangga rumah, seorang remaja bersama teman lelakinya dicekup ketika melakukan perbuatan itu di Perumahan MGH Jalan Persiaran raya, dekat sini, kelmarin.Perbuatan tidak bermoral itu dilakukan remaja terbabit sejurus ibu bapanya tiada di rumah dan mengambil kesempatan memadu kasih.Lebih melucukan, mereka memberikan alasan sedang mencari kutu pasangan masing-masing semata-mata untuk mengelak diberkas pihak penguat kuasa yang melakukan serbuan.Keasyikan pasangan berkenaan memadu asmara tidak sampai ke kemuncak apabila sepasukan Skuad Amrul bersama Pegawai Jabatan Hal Ehwal Agama Islam Kelantan (JHEAIK) menyerbu kediaman itu.
Operasi yang diketuai Penolong Penguat Kuasa Agama Jajahan Gua Musang, Husnie Abdul Kadir menyerbu rumah remaja terbabit kira-kira jam 1.50 tengah hari ketika mereka dalam keadaan bersentuhan pipi.
Pegawai Agama Jajahan, Anuar Hashim, berkata berdasarkan maklumat awal diterima, pasangan terbabit iaitu remaja perempuan berusia 18 tahun bersama pasangannya, 27 tahun berada dalam keadaan mencurigakan di dalam rumah.Katanya, dengan keadaan pintu depan tertutup, pasangan itu segera beredar keluar ke bahagian tangga simen rumahnya untuk mengelak diambil tindakan pihak berkuasa agama yang melakukan serbuan.Menurutnya, remaja dan lelaki itu masing-masing bekerja sebagai pelayan di sebuah kedai di bandar ini mengambil kesempatan ketika waktu rehat memadu kasih ketika ketidaan ibu remaja itu.“Mereka tidak menyedari pasukan penguat kuasa tiba dan terkejut apabila pihak penguat kuasa agama jajahan memperkenalkan diri sebelum memberi pelbagai alasan untuk mengelakkan ditahan.“Dalam keadaan serba salah, pasangan remaja itu mendakwa mencari kutu di tangga ketika ditanya pihak penguat kuasa agama, walaupun awal-awal lagi Skuad Amru melihat mereka berdua bersentuhan pipi,?katanya.Anuar berkata, pasangan itu dibawa ke Pejabat Agama Jajahan untuk diambil keterangan lanjut sebelum dibebaskan sementara menunggu kes disebut di Mahkamah Rendah Syariah Gua Musang, pada 16 Jun depan.
Operasi yang diketuai Penolong Penguat Kuasa Agama Jajahan Gua Musang, Husnie Abdul Kadir menyerbu rumah remaja terbabit kira-kira jam 1.50 tengah hari ketika mereka dalam keadaan bersentuhan pipi.
Pegawai Agama Jajahan, Anuar Hashim, berkata berdasarkan maklumat awal diterima, pasangan terbabit iaitu remaja perempuan berusia 18 tahun bersama pasangannya, 27 tahun berada dalam keadaan mencurigakan di dalam rumah.Katanya, dengan keadaan pintu depan tertutup, pasangan itu segera beredar keluar ke bahagian tangga simen rumahnya untuk mengelak diambil tindakan pihak berkuasa agama yang melakukan serbuan.Menurutnya, remaja dan lelaki itu masing-masing bekerja sebagai pelayan di sebuah kedai di bandar ini mengambil kesempatan ketika waktu rehat memadu kasih ketika ketidaan ibu remaja itu.“Mereka tidak menyedari pasukan penguat kuasa tiba dan terkejut apabila pihak penguat kuasa agama jajahan memperkenalkan diri sebelum memberi pelbagai alasan untuk mengelakkan ditahan.“Dalam keadaan serba salah, pasangan remaja itu mendakwa mencari kutu di tangga ketika ditanya pihak penguat kuasa agama, walaupun awal-awal lagi Skuad Amru melihat mereka berdua bersentuhan pipi,?katanya.Anuar berkata, pasangan itu dibawa ke Pejabat Agama Jajahan untuk diambil keterangan lanjut sebelum dibebaskan sementara menunggu kes disebut di Mahkamah Rendah Syariah Gua Musang, pada 16 Jun depan.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
lokek sangat!!!!!
OFFICE MEMO:
All members of staff - please note that due to recession, there will only be one drink per person at this year's Annual Party.
And please bring your own cup!
Regards,
Management
And this is what happened at the annual party !!!
The specifications were missing in the memo (size of cup).
Moral of the story:
Be very specific in your daily life including project work.
Give specific specifications.
moral of story, according to me... DO NOT USE RECESSION AS AN EXCUSE... haahaahaa
what s want in a man
This is classic .........................
| 1. Nice looking |
sumting 2 ponder on
3 Answers Men Are Afraid Of
1. (Whatever)
Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever...
Men: Why don't we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want, once i ate steamboat and later got pimples on my face.
Men: Alright, why don't we have Si Chuan cuisine.
Women: Yesterday we ate Si Chuan, why eat it today again?
Men: Hm..... I suggest we have seafood
Women: Seafood is no good, i ate it once, then later I got diarrhea.
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Whatever..
2. (Anything)
Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching movie? It's been a Long time since we
watched movie.
Women: Watching movie is no good, it's waste time.
Men: How about bowling, or do some exercises?
Women: Exercise in such hot day?
Men: Then let's find a cafe and have coffee.
Women: Drinking coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Anything
3. (You decide)
Men: Then we just go home
Women: You decide
Men: Let take bus, I will accompany you
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. I don't want.
Men: Ok we will take a Taxi
Women: Not worth it... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk.
Women: What! Walk with an empty stomach?
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: What to eat?
Women: Anything
1. (Whatever)
Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever...
Men: Why don't we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want, once i ate steamboat and later got pimples on my face.
Men: Alright, why don't we have Si Chuan cuisine.
Women: Yesterday we ate Si Chuan, why eat it today again?
Men: Hm..... I suggest we have seafood
Women: Seafood is no good, i ate it once, then later I got diarrhea.
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Whatever..
2. (Anything)
Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching movie? It's been a Long time since we
watched movie.
Women: Watching movie is no good, it's waste time.
Men: How about bowling, or do some exercises?
Women: Exercise in such hot day?
Men: Then let's find a cafe and have coffee.
Women: Drinking coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Anything
3. (You decide)
Men: Then we just go home
Women: You decide
Men: Let take bus, I will accompany you
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. I don't want.
Men: Ok we will take a Taxi
Women: Not worth it... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk.
Women: What! Walk with an empty stomach?
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: What to eat?
Women: Anything
3 answers men r afraid of
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| Ucap 'Aku mencintaimu' secara serius
BANYAK perkara yang perlu diketahui apabila menjalin hubungan dengan lelaki atau wanita yang baru dikenali.
Sisi sesebuah perhubungan, lama atau baru bukan persoalan. Namun, menyatukan dua insan yang berlainan pandangan, sikap mahupun latar belakang tidak semudah disangka. Bahkan, ia melalui banyak fasa dalam meneguhkan jalinan yang penuh keindahan pada akhirnya. Jika anda sudah lama mengenali, tetapi belum begitu memahami dirinya, petua berikut mungkin boleh menjadi panduan di saat hubungan sedang goyah. Ia juga mungkin bermanfaat jika mahu memulakan satu fasa baru bersama pasangan. Berikan lebih daripada yang dia harapkan dan lakukan dengan senang hati. Ingat, jangan harap mendapat balasan daripada apa yang anda berikan, selagi dia belum milik anda ataupun jika sudah termaktub dia hak anda sekalipun, biarlah balasan itu datangnya daripada Yang Maha Pencipta. Bernikah dengan lelaki atau wanita yang anda cintai. Ketika usia beranjak tua, kebijaksanaan dan keelokan percakapan serta perlakuannya akan membuat anda bahagia sepanjang hayat biarpun tanpa dilimpahi kemewahan. Jangan percaya dengan apa yang anda dengar, jangan habiskan apa yang anda miliki atau tidur semahunya. Percayalah pada kata hati ketika mendengar segala fitnah dan tohmahan bagi menguji kesetiaan. Ketika mengucapkan, "Aku mencintaimu", lakukan dengan serius. Semua keputusan yang anda pilih, ada akibatnya oleh itu, bertanggungjawab atas pilihan atau keputusan yang dibuat. |
whatever!!!!
Men Are Hard To Please
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD ;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hatiku bukan di situ
tetiba rase nak share sumting ngan korg..
family ak 3 bradik yg diwajibkan msk asrama bila usia dah mencecah 13thn. bila dpt jek result upsr, mak ak pn ckp "brambuslah hang pi msk asrama!". hehe. xla, die ckp, baik ak msk asrama tkt kat umh x blajo. btol pn ckp die, ak ni kalo kat umh nagadap kotak 25inchi kat ruang tamu 2 je la 24jam. mane xkene halau....
sbnrnye ak x minat pn nak msk asrama cam kakak2 ak tu tapi konon nak jd anak mithali so ikutje la nasihat mak ayh ak so ak pn msk la mrsm.
bila msk je memula ingtkn nak jd bdk nakal tp kang mak ayh ak nangis kang payah plak.
so, ak pun develope 1 obsesi iaitu slalu nak blek umh...
mcm2 ak bwat reason kat borang blek brmlm 2, janji lulus. dr fm1 smpai fm5, keje ak bila hjg minggu jek ak blek rmh. ALHAMDULLILLAH....slalunye lulus tapi ada 2,3 kali xlulus
jln penyeselaian yg ak rase plg bodoh ak bwat adalah:
1. ak mintak kwn ak tepon HEP menyamar jd mak ak mintak luluskan kbnrn pulang ak.
2. ak tompang kete famli kwn ak yg lulus. ak sorok dlm benet krete die.
3. ak pura2 nak draw duet kat dpn gate, pastu thn teksi cabut.
4. hehehe. ak panjat pgr yg blakang leb fizik yg dah memeng uzur. kalo ringan xpegak, ak ni kira ank gjh la gak pun snggup pnjt pgr tu.
bnyk ag sbnrnye prkara2 bdh yng ak but untk blek umh...semata-mata nak tgk tv....
tp skrg akda tobat. cuti lepas spm pnjg sngt sampai ak da mls nak tgk tv. ak rase tv pun da mluat tgk muke ak...
walaupun ak rase apa yg ak bwat 2 bdh, tp ak x regret sbb mase bwat 2 thrill gle, kngn 2....korg mesti lg bnyk teori2 nak fly kan. ak ni pengecut sket so stakat tu je la yg ak daring nak bwat. apa lagi citerknla.. ak trinagin nak dgr;p
family ak 3 bradik yg diwajibkan msk asrama bila usia dah mencecah 13thn. bila dpt jek result upsr, mak ak pn ckp "brambuslah hang pi msk asrama!". hehe. xla, die ckp, baik ak msk asrama tkt kat umh x blajo. btol pn ckp die, ak ni kalo kat umh nagadap kotak 25inchi kat ruang tamu 2 je la 24jam. mane xkene halau....
sbnrnye ak x minat pn nak msk asrama cam kakak2 ak tu tapi konon nak jd anak mithali so ikutje la nasihat mak ayh ak so ak pn msk la mrsm.
bila msk je memula ingtkn nak jd bdk nakal tp kang mak ayh ak nangis kang payah plak.
so, ak pun develope 1 obsesi iaitu slalu nak blek umh...
mcm2 ak bwat reason kat borang blek brmlm 2, janji lulus. dr fm1 smpai fm5, keje ak bila hjg minggu jek ak blek rmh. ALHAMDULLILLAH....slalunye lulus tapi ada 2,3 kali xlulus
jln penyeselaian yg ak rase plg bodoh ak bwat adalah:
1. ak mintak kwn ak tepon HEP menyamar jd mak ak mintak luluskan kbnrn pulang ak.
2. ak tompang kete famli kwn ak yg lulus. ak sorok dlm benet krete die.
3. ak pura2 nak draw duet kat dpn gate, pastu thn teksi cabut.
4. hehehe. ak panjat pgr yg blakang leb fizik yg dah memeng uzur. kalo ringan xpegak, ak ni kira ank gjh la gak pun snggup pnjt pgr tu.
bnyk ag sbnrnye prkara2 bdh yng ak but untk blek umh...semata-mata nak tgk tv....
tp skrg akda tobat. cuti lepas spm pnjg sngt sampai ak da mls nak tgk tv. ak rase tv pun da mluat tgk muke ak...
walaupun ak rase apa yg ak bwat 2 bdh, tp ak x regret sbb mase bwat 2 thrill gle, kngn 2....korg mesti lg bnyk teori2 nak fly kan. ak ni pengecut sket so stakat tu je la yg ak daring nak bwat. apa lagi citerknla.. ak trinagin nak dgr;p
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