these are some novels yg ak sarankan korg bace...tp keep in mind yg ak ni suke citer2 yg ringan2 dn x menyerabutkan akal fikiran dan ketenteraman :P
dah name pun leisure reading kan..xkn nk cari cerita yg berserabot mengalah kan maslah negara?hmm...hope my list helps you spend saki baki cuti ni..
1. 5 tahun 5 bulan by hlovate
       yang ni ak dah bace ntah brape kali ntah..x bosan2...he3
2. ak kn novelis by syuhada
       yang ni hadiah rumate ak dkt kmj! sgt2 la terharu! syg korang!!!thanx..muahx3x
       cerita ini sgt lah best dan gempak!
3. bini ak tomboy ke? by sape ae? :P
        sorry la x ingat writer dy tp citer dy sgt sempoi!! ak bace time tunggu flight kt
        dlm arival hall aritu punye la khusyuk smpai staff airport tu pndg plek dkat ak
        gelak sorg2 n ak rase dy gelakkan tajuk novel tu r.. (malu seyh!)
4.  versus by hlovate
        yang ni plak i like very much sbb ade sket2 unsur tazkirah..bnyk menyedarkn
        ak yg kita ni masih ade bnyak ruang ntk berubah kpd yg lebih baik :)
5. anak dara menteri
         yang ni x bace ag but i think it has got to be interesting..he3

hope u guys consider this reading list.. :)
i wish u well
i wish u luck
i wish u love

to new beginings

i dont want to be mad
but i am
i dont want to be sad
but i cry
i dont want to hold grudges
but i do
i dont want to feel ungrateful
maybe not now but sometimes i will

becouse i am a human being with emotions
though i may not show it very often

i want to succeed
but i dont always do
i want to be happy
but sometimes it is just impossible
i want to be enemy-ridden
but can my anemies forgive me?

sometimes things you want are not for you to decide
life goes on no matter what
and time just keeps moving on....
let go of your past
enjoy your present and embrace your future

wish me well
wis me love
wish me luck
& a happy new year!

guess what! new year is just around the corner!!!! for both i mean.. thun hijrah selasa depan and thn masihi in a few weeks... so exited to get this year gone & done with... hahahaha...

result 10 dec kuar.. (gegegegegege...gigil thp gabra hati ak tunggu niyh)
but then, i had a talk with mom..
dy tanye again.."sure x nak masuk private amek medic? even not g amek dentistry ke, pharmacy ke? sure nk stay dkt stats?"

well..heres the thing..mak x taw & to think about it..ak pn x sure why i did what i did...sebenarnye..
balik dr umrah last may x silap..we were just in time nak update UPU
b4 going sure la my application sumeny science stream..
i applied for medic, biotech, dentistry, pharmacy, engineering (UTHM...sje2 letak sbb kowt2 dapat..dekat gile!) and TESL (yang ni sbb ak overconfident comfirm ble skor kalo dpt..)
but then, when i returned...ak tukar lapan2 jd stats..
weired right! i had all my mind and heart set on it..and there was no turning back! thas for sure..
so maybe there's a reason to be taking this..
even if pak long was soo davistatingly discouraging me last raya..

but then there are times when i do feel sad that i had to let go of the dream that i had when i was little..i used to play make belife in the back seat of that old grey saga all the way from KL to BP
i used to imagined that when i grow up, i would buy a building where the ground floor would be my clinic, the 2nd floor my mums boutique nad the3rd my sis's law firm..
but hey! look where that has dream has taken me so far!
i'm no where near to even the slightest chance of opening a clinic (how can i without having MBBS right?) my sis has a law degree but she cant practice, and becouse of the economy even mum's business is a bit downer...
REALITY SUCKS!

so my new year resolution is to accept and improve my reality...
no more miss dreamy (being 20 ia all about facing the truth for me!)

cuaknye sal result!!gagagagagga (@_@)

sometimes the wall you built to keep ypu from getting hurt, it keeps you from feelig thr joy

pillow talk

walking down this road again
seeing old faces again
scars hurting all over again

rain is still pouring
all seems gray now
even the faintest of a light can not be seen

& then i saw you
like a sun you shined
lighting up my days
giving me warmth when it felt cold

like the moon you shone
lighting up my nights
preventing me from bursting into flames

you are just what i need
my perfect prescription
my turniquet