guess what! new year is just around the corner!!!! for both i mean.. thun hijrah selasa depan and thn masihi in a few weeks... so exited to get this year gone & done with... hahahaha...

result 10 dec kuar.. (gegegegegege...gigil thp gabra hati ak tunggu niyh)
but then, i had a talk with mom..
dy tanye again.."sure x nak masuk private amek medic? even not g amek dentistry ke, pharmacy ke? sure nk stay dkt stats?"

well..heres the thing..mak x taw & to think about it..ak pn x sure why i did what i did...sebenarnye..
balik dr umrah last may x silap..we were just in time nak update UPU
b4 going sure la my application sumeny science stream..
i applied for medic, biotech, dentistry, pharmacy, engineering (UTHM...sje2 letak sbb kowt2 dapat..dekat gile!) and TESL (yang ni sbb ak overconfident comfirm ble skor kalo dpt..)
but then, when i returned...ak tukar lapan2 jd stats..
weired right! i had all my mind and heart set on it..and there was no turning back! thas for sure..
so maybe there's a reason to be taking this..
even if pak long was soo davistatingly discouraging me last raya..

but then there are times when i do feel sad that i had to let go of the dream that i had when i was little..i used to play make belife in the back seat of that old grey saga all the way from KL to BP
i used to imagined that when i grow up, i would buy a building where the ground floor would be my clinic, the 2nd floor my mums boutique nad the3rd my sis's law firm..
but hey! look where that has dream has taken me so far!
i'm no where near to even the slightest chance of opening a clinic (how can i without having MBBS right?) my sis has a law degree but she cant practice, and becouse of the economy even mum's business is a bit downer...
REALITY SUCKS!

so my new year resolution is to accept and improve my reality...
no more miss dreamy (being 20 ia all about facing the truth for me!)

cuaknye sal result!!gagagagagga (@_@)