Thursday, October 13, 2011

kenapa tukar tajuk lagi?

Kenapa ak tukar tajuk lagi?
sukati ak la...ha3
dulu.. my housemate pernah gitaw yg kebiasaanye, seorg wanita hanya akn menukar style rambutnye kalau dia rase nk change sumthing or nak melupakan something or just nk tukar angin...
so..here, i'm making a statement..that..my hairstyle is no bodies' business..haha..bukan!2..mksud ak..
ak nk tukar angin lg la..sbb tu tukar tajuk...

ok ape transmorphism tu...
transmorphism adalah gabungan 2 word.. transform + morphism..
kira mcm ak tgh cuba nk mengubh blek hidup ak lah ni..an on going process tu..sbb selagi kita hidup, akan sentiasa ada ruang untuk berubah kepada yang lebih baik kan? and akan sentiasa ada ruang untuk belajar benda baru kan.. mcm tu lah lebih kurang..
lagipun rasa macm serasi je dgn tajuk blog tumblr ak tuh..
ala..yg tjuk "crossroad" tu.. KLIK sini bagi yg x tahu what i'm talking about
tapi bagi meraikan permulaan new way of life ak ni, ptg ni ak nk gi tolong roomie ak siapkan assignment die..dia kene gi interview real life mat saleh yang tgh bercuti di m'sia ni.. luar alam punya assignment kn?
nasib lah dapat ke itdak..
hopefully it will be a sucess..
n..serioussly teraasa macam nak g beli novel..but wait and see lah, sbb so far xde dpt recommendation of any good titles..
mcmne bleh taw?
 sbb kelas ko-k dkt kb mall..so setiap kali lps kelas mesti nk singgah SMO n POPULAR..tulah org kate.."old habbits, die hard" kan?3
he3..rase melawat kb mall tu dah lebih dr org kerja part time.. :P
naseb baek walking distance..save dah dkt transport..

tapi Alhamdulillah..so far xde lah boros mcm b4 this sgt..hmm ada peningkatan! keep it up girl!

oh..yeah..one more thing..hmm..
one of my boleh dikatakan close friend was involved in an accident..
he has been in and out of critical condition ever since..
tp latest news has it that, at least sekrg ni dy just coma biasa
depressing, but at least better..
so, mohon sgt2 bagi sesapa yg mmbaca this post..same2 lah kita mendoakan rakan sy
muhammad ammar (klik to view profile) supaya cepat sembuh
insya-Allah

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

pengat pisan la pulak~~~

he3..assalamualaikum....
sbnrnye kn..plan awal nk bwat semalam..tp last minit tukar idea sbb x jumpa pisang nipah..pisan tanduk mak xle mkn..he3..
pengat pisang ni teramatlah febret sy dr dolu2 ag..
eh..bkn pisang je kot..sume jenis pengat sy suka..
pengat ubi, pisang, keladi, durian pown..janji pengat..kih3
terima kasih kpd puan seri ibu ratu hatiku yg BNYK gle mmberi tunjuk ajar hari ni... :))

bahan-bahan
  • Sesikat pisang abu dalam 10 biji, buang kulit belah dua
  • santan sekotak
  • gula melaka / manisan 2 ketul/kerek
  • 1/2 mangkuk sagu
  • secubit garam
  • daun pandan simpul
cara-cara
  • Masukkan santan dengan secawan air, daun pandan dan gula melaka
  • Masak dengan api kecil sehingga gula melaka larut
  • Kacau santan jangan sampai santan mendidih
  • selepas itu masukkan pisang, sagu dan garam
  • Masak sehingga sagu nampak jernih
  • Sedia untuk dihidangkan


ok!2x so kalo tgok rupe mmg fail ar.... dah ar x de nmpk pun kehadiran sagu ku...hua!~ tp rase..kate kakak ku.., "sedap dik!" (tp mgkin jugak die ckp mcmtu sbb dy xyah nak buat...kih3:P)
untuk esok plak...hmmm~ tataw ag la..wait n read meyh..he3
(^^,)y until nextime ladies n gents..
wasalam....

Monday, August 1, 2011

kuih kaswi~~~

assalamualaikum.. :)
Alhamdulillah..1 hari sudah berjaya dilalui...
he3..1st ramadhan ni juga menandakan bermulanya 'projek besar'ku
untuk hari ini saya telah memilih untuk mencuba kuih kaswi.


Bahan-Bahan

2 cawan gula melaka
4 1/2 atau 5 cawan air
2 cawan tepung gandum
3 sudu makan tepung jagung
1 sudu makan tepung beras
Kelapa putih secukup nya untuk di kukus

Cara-cara

1. Didihkan air, masukkan gula dan masak hingga gula hancur. Letakkan daun pandan.
2. Sejukkan air gula, bila telah sejuk ditapis.
3. Masukkan air gula ke dalam campurab semua tepung dan dikacau rata.
4. Tapis beberapa kali sehingga tepung tidak bergentil.
5. Dibiarkan selama 1 1/2 jam.
6. Panaskan kukusan, siapkan loyang dan disapu dengan sedikit minyak supaya adunan tidak melekat. Kukus dalam masa 45 minit atau sehingga masak.
7. Jika menggunakan acuan kecil anggaran mengukus dalam 20 minit saja.
8. Gaulkan dengan kelapa putih yang telah dikukus

percubaab hari ini sgt simple dan menyeronokkan..i had alot of fun..hope you do too..slmt mencube
(^^,)y p/s : nntkn cubaan sy esok...

Monday, June 6, 2011

what's done is done (di copy from sumwhere)

Did everything I could
Things I never thought I would
Tried really hard but it’s just not working as it should

Your smile bright up my day
Your worries brings me to tears
Somehow my heart stays the same way
Though you broke me to pieces

I should hate you
If I could I would
But all I know is to want you
To feel loved and to be cared

I don’t want to lose you
So I’ll stay as far as I could
From a distance I’ll pray for you
Just don’t treat me like a piece of wood

I’m glad we share stories
All the joys, & tears and the pain,
Made me feel a part of you
Where I feel right, at home and content


But some should be filtered
Keep it to yourself
It hurt so bad, it kept me awake at nights
& during the day made me stay in bed

I want you to be happy
With whomever you choose to be
But don’t tell me all the details about
Or I can’t smile but instead just pout

So this time don’t say it
I don’t want to hear it
Don’t make me remember it
I don’t want to feel it

All the pain inside
All the tears I’ve cried
You’ve robed me of my pride

I know you don’t mean it
Or maybe not aware of it
So I chose to ignore it
For yet another day


Saturday, April 9, 2011

hujan bwatku layan...

ku tahu kamu pasti rasa
apa yang ku rasa
ku tahu cepat atau lambat
kamu kan mengerti

hati bila dipaksakan
pasti takkan baik
pantasnya kamu mencintai
yang juga cintai dirimu
cuma kamu

 lepaskanlah ikatanmu dengan aku
biar kamu senang
bila berat melupakan aku
pelan-pelan saja

tak ada niat menyakiti
inilah hatiku
pantasnya kamu mencintai
yang juga cintai dirimu
cuma kamu


pelan-pelan saja
(lepaskan aku, lepaskan aku, lepaskan aku)
pelan-pelan saja

Saturday, April 2, 2011

ARGHHH!!! sedu...

tgh hari td sy sedu!!!! naseb bek la b4 quiz start dy reda.... sy br je lps hntr quiz...tros tumpg online dkt lab ni... he3

inilah hasil carian sy:
What is Hiccup (hiccough) ?


The diaphragm muscles separate the stomach from the chest. If there is any instinctive reduction in those muscles, it is known as hiccups. There is a different and loud breathing sound in case of hiccups than the regular sound. The reason is, in case of hiccups the nerves of the diaphragm makes a jerky movement.



Why do we hiccup and What are its Causes?

The most common causes for hiccups are following; although none of them have been proven strongly as definite reason for hiccup.



1. Kidney problem.



2. Sudden excitement.



3. Infection to lungs.



4. Eating too much.



5. Eating too fast.



6. Stomach disorders.



7. Spicy food.



Cures and remedies for hiccups

•A very good home remedy for hiccups is peanut butter. You can try one spoon full of that butter if you have hiccups. This peanut butter is especially better and more effective for the children.

•The most common and popular idea for stopping hiccups is to hold the breath as well as taking deep breath. This is hundred percent natural and physical home remedy for hiccups.

•If you gargle with water, hiccups might get lessen. This has been using for a long time as a natural remedy for hiccups.

•Drinking water will reduce the hiccup duration.

•A mixture of salt and yogurt is very effective against hiccups. To make this home remedy for hiccups, you have to put two spoon of salt in one cup of yogurt.

•For getting immediate result you can try sucking a crushed ice.

•If you mix half teaspoon of cardamom fresh powder with two cup of water and boil if for few minutes and then drink it, you will get quick relief from hiccups. This is a very good tip for controlling hiccups.

•Keeping a small piece of ginger also helps to fight against hiccups.

•You can try tickling your throat. This natural home remedy for hiccups can be a fast solution.

•A mixture with mustard seed and ghee can be very helpful. This is one of the most effective cure for hiccups.

•You can keep a bag full of ice on your diaphragm to cure the hiccups.

•Laughing loudly or making loud noise can be a solution.

Monday, March 28, 2011

untuk awak teja aulia by syud jemari seni3

ok...pnt r type by chapter..n nmpk cerite ni mcm bosan eventhough sbnrnye sgt menarik...
smbungan dr yg lepas...
so kepulangan ADIL disambut AULIAdgn penuh kerisauan...
apabila terbongkar fakta sebenarnye si ADIL sekadar jatuh motor..
(ala ciannye....)
x terok pun kecederaan, hanya kesan seretan dn kaki terkehel.. (org jatuh motor pun sekadar terkehel, so knp jatuh lubang bole patah kaki? ha!3..wallahualam...)
so memandgkn ADIL smpai agk awal pg..ADIL, AULIA, AZRIL dn PACAI bersarapan bersama...
kelihatan masa tu AULIA sgt mengambil berat tentang ADIL..membuatkan ADIL sgt terharu... (pelik sket sbb besanye yg terharu2 ni pmpn kn...bkn lelaki...ha!3)
so AULIA x stay lame...slps sarapan dy pulang ke rumah kerana ingin menemani ibunye ke pasar, sepulangnye AULIA, ADIl terasa rumahnye kembali sunyi..lalu dy pun SMS AULIA mengajaknye untuk bertemu ptg itu..
petang itu, mereka melepak di taman permainan kwsn perumahan itusambil mkn aiskrim spt zmn dolu2 mereka...
mereka berborak-borak seketika sambil melihat roda pusing..(taw x? yg mcm mini marry go round tapi kene pusing manual tu..)
menurut kisah silam mereka ni....si ADIL ni suka sgt la suro AULIA naik sambil dy memusingkan roda itu sekuat hatinya...(nakal gile mmamt ni!) 
alamak!! jadual xam saya dah TUBIK!!!! (^^,) nnt sbg ag deh!! 
to be continued...

Saturday, March 26, 2011

untuk awak teja aulia by syud jemari seni2

chapter 2
cerite chapter 2 ni mmg simple...dy fokus pd 1 ayt jek...
(bkn la maknenye chapter2 ni ade 1 ayt jek...cme mcm pd ayt tu ade spotlight, yg menunjukan watak ADIL ni HERO)
aytnye...jeng3x
"SELALUNYA...kalau lelaki dan perempuan mengaku sahabat baik, salah seorang mesti akn 'tergelincir'-terlebih suka!"
ayt pujangga dr AZRIL, bestfren ADIL sewaktu mancing..

chapter3
fokus pd kehidupan AULIA last sem dkt terengganu (aik!! gle bnyk dy langkah!)
n kehadiran seorang jejaka yg mukanya sama mcm ADIL..xde bnda sgt pun...tp rasenye mamat yg muka same ni mcm akm memainkan peranan yg pntg dlm buku ni..

chapter4
baru bace 2, 3 pg..n so far AUNI kol ADIL n PACAI yg angkat mengatakan ADIL xciden...
dgn dramatiknye ml tu jugak AULIA blek JB dn tunggu kepulangan ADIL di muaka pintu rmh mamat tu..
to be continued....

untuk awak teja aulia by syud jemari seni

assalamualaikum...spt yg dijanjikan...one of the novel yg sy beli ptg td..


so far sy dah bace 30 pages (around 4 chapter)
n i have got to say that i AM LOVING IT~
so kisah ini mengisahkan tentang TEJA or lebih dikenali dgn name AULIA 
ok, so sbnrnye sume org pggil minah ni AULIA kecuali ADIL (sy rase dy ni hero..tp mgkin jugak terlalu awal untuk mmbwat konklusi)
novel ni mula dgn si AULIA (gne name ni dulu sbb blom brape rapat (mendalami) watak heroin ni ag.. :P)
memaki hamun seorang lelaki yg dr gaya bahasanya sgt penyabar dgn hambatan yang diberi AULIA
actually, sy ingat mcm gaya bahasa bile couples yg dh nk break up (eventhough x sume org gaduh smpai nk kuar ank tekak n maki hamun b4 they breakup kn? ikot style masg2 r)
n then AULIA lari kuar rumah menyarung selipar jepun (aik????!!!ape releven slipar jepun ni ak pn x taw..but kalo bygkn sure kelakar)  dn kelihatan ingin bergegas somewhere
waktu baru la dy perasan yg dy x pakai tudung, n bergegas masuk semula..
belom sempat naik tangga, dy telah di halang oleh ayahnye (HA! part ni BEST!)
ayh dy nasihat, x elok perempuan x jage percakapan...n something about kalo x nak g ayah x paksa (akal sy dh mula merangka ni cerita kawin pakse ke?ha3)
then rupe2nye isu yg dipertikaikan adalah AULIA terpaksa menyambung pelajaran di terngganu dlm bidang IT sedabgkan AIDIL dpt uni UTM yg dekat dgn rumah (yes! this story latar blakang geo dy JB ye kwn2!)
AULIA mmg x suke g blaja jauh2..n mengakui yg sememangnye dy terlampau syg untk melepaskan TV dn tilam empuknya di rumah semata-mata untuk g menunutut ilmu..(HMM...mcm terase sket bab ni)
AULIA juga menerangkan dy sanggup ke matrix seremban pun sbb dy nk tros smbg degree cpt n dy dpt melaluinya pun semata sebab ADIL di Kuala Pilah mase itu..itu pun hampir setiap minggu dy blek (OK! teras a agi..)
next..kita cter sket pasal ADIL 
ladies and gentleman...mamat ni ANK BONGSU yg gune kate ganti name 'ADIK ' (sah!2 trase ag an!!)
n dy dlm fakulti seni bina although bidang ape specificly sy pun x sure
so kes jeles je la sbnrnye sbb mamat tu dpt dekat kan!!! (hek eleh!)
smpai ayh AULIA tanye.."kene g taw mak ADIL ke ank ayh ni nk bunuh ank bongsu dy?" (HA!3 ;p)
then siap ble kate x nk masuk uni sbb kene gi terengganu tu...
holah!~ parah AULIA NI!!
then dgn gentle si ADIL ni dtg la rmh AULIA (al-maklum rmh selang 2, 3 jek..)
n pujuk AULIA...dgn tomeinye...ajak mkn cucuk2, blanje wayang, sume pun x jalan gak...
then lelame..heart to heart AULIA tanye patut ke x dy terime..n dy menyesal sbb x ikot nasihat abg dy hntr borang interview TESL (aik!!..hmm...)
finally dgn satu ayt mengatakan bhwa ADIL rase AULIA ptt terime twrn i2....AULIA pun bertenang d pasrah
to be continued....

dah mula balik dah perangai lame dy... =)

assalamualaikum..... <3
rase mcm dh berkurun x mencurahkn kate hati dkt sini...hmm...maaflah..
cume mcm bnyk hlgn mase, tanggung jawab n etc...
it's been ages since my last heart pouring ramblings..
tp rasenye ag lame sy x mmbwat kupasan komsas kn?
cheh! gaya mcm la sy ni pekerja dewan bahasa dn pustaka...
hahaha...my comments r only aplicable to me...kalo korg nk rase kene bace novel2 yg sy komen dgn sendiri ya...
so today pergi event sehari bersama Ally Iskandar..(that ak tlg organize btw..tlg sket je pdhal!)
n around 2 pm, g jumpa tuan rumah next sem n then we went to KB mall (YES~! tmpt yg ade bdk nk bunuh diri kelmarin tuh..eh! kuar topik plak)
anyway..original plan nk teman ila tebus kupon prosperty..ended up buying to novels!
1. sila rujuk tajuk  next post
2. nnt next time i tell you the story

Tuesday, February 8, 2011





bachok this weekemd pangkor the next! YIPPIE!!..smbl menyelam mari minum air...cuci! jgn x CUCI mate tu kwn!2....
shopping suda semestinye...
beaches!! here i come!!
(^^,)y

this weekend
sabtu pg _ go to bachok
sabtu ptg_ go to KB mall
sabtu mlm ahd_go to wakaf che yeh
ahad pg_maybe usha rmh sewa..

next weekend
jumaat subuh_brtolak dr medan ilmu
jumaat ptg_sukaneka di persisiran pantai pangkor
jumaat mlm_BBQ
sabtu pg_snukerling 2 jam
            _jln2 keliling pulau
            _jln keliling lumut(usha TLDM)
sabtu ptg_bertolak ke cameron

BERJIMBA tahap x ingat ni...
mungkin balik tu ak pokai!!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

angan2? cita2? cinta2?

looking back, i think i realized that i never had what you can really call ambition
ambition is when you have a target and have the courage and will power to actually go after that target
then and only then can it be called an ambition..
an ambition does not change easily and it is not affected by other unnecessary and especially unrealistic factors..

i used to think that me wanting to be a dr is my ambition..
but i realise now that it was only my dream..
i never had the guts, the courage, the will power and especially the brain to actually pursue that to make it my ambition..
then..though i know that it is nobody's fault that that it only stayed a dream, i put the blame on others and such which is a very childish things to do
not only that i felt a ragging jealousy towards others that did manage to make it their ambition and are now taking their MBBH
very immature now i realize
coming of age i guess i sensed that i take life into a different prospective
i need to be more mature and at the same time i need to enjoy life to the fullest
live up to my blog's name
i laugh.i love. i live


i have to fully accept the fact that I'm not fit to become a medical Dr. but maybe i can still make it in other fields..especially the field I'm venturing in right now..
a world full of numbers..and i find comfort in those numbers..
and infinities of numbers..
i have a new life plan to be implemented...
lets try to get ANC for stats o.k guys!!
i really need it in order to pursue my goal further
I'm really hoping for masters by 2015
insya-Allah


talking of infinities, lets venture into my love life
so i had a few rough ones..& there was once or twice that i thought that i had just about enough of love
well let me just say that i don't think that anymore
yes..as you might have guessed, I'm not single (eh! tjuk cter r!)
this time i really can't tell you who it is..it is our wish to make it lo key until we are AT LEAST engaged, preferably only AFTER marriage is what he said.. and that HOPEFULLY I would rather that IT be sooner (Like when I'm 23.. :P) rather then later
and for those who might be worried as why im soo secretive about this one..
stop worrying..he's NOT one of my ex's..
especially not HIM
he's a new guy..
that most of you don't know..




i think i have blabbered enough for now
ha3..don't you think so too?
until next time guys..
wish me well. wish me love.wish me luck(^^,)y

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

dilemma...

bile kemahuan melampaui kemampuan...

mcm2 rasenye yg perlu dibeli..tp memndgkn sy seorg uni student without any financial aid..i'll gave to curb my spending...

external(yg ni agk dag brtahun ak kate nk beli tp x beli2)

nk tmbh RAM acer (or maybe beli jek lappy beru??:P)

nk beli cable ntk prunter (model sgt sush nk cri) or maybe beli printer baru:P

nk beli beg baru..(beg ak dah rabak...tp so far blom ade jmpe yg brkenen di hati)

BNYK KN??!! ape la ak ni...hopeless shoppaholic. :P
last2 sbb xde duit x beli satu hapak pun...