i feel alone
no one understands me, not even myself

i feel sad
no metter how much i cry, the sadness still remains
n thers no one to console me

i feel hurt
no one is to blame but myself for that

i feel sick
no medicine can cure me n i have lost the will to get better

i feel scared
no one can protect me from whai i fear

i feel pain
no one can relieve me from it

y must it disturb me
y must it follow me
y must it hurt me
y me?

its haunting me
its making me dpressed
its making me lonely
its hurting me
its taking over me

i know what it is
i know what it wants
it wants me
i know
im fighting
but i cant fight 4eva

thats y im writing now
while im still sane
so that at least
some time
somewhere
in the near or far future
someone will know
that i once lived as myself

wish me well...